There are moments in life that you just hate life and whatever which is connected to it absolutely for no reason. All the intelligent people seem stupid, all the funny guys are lame, all your friends are lairs, you family is careless and ignorant, all the nice fellows are fake, the weather is too hot or too cold! And you don’t know to blame whom for it: the hormones? the society? the Human rights organization!
The only thing you know is that life is so meaninglessly exhausting and pointless. The only desire that makes you feel relieved at these moments is death, is the end of this bullshit. Not that you want to kill yourself out of depression, but you are just sick of your existance! You want NOT TO BE anymore!
But all you really need is giving yourself some time. All these shitty moments will pass sooner or later and you feel life again as exhausting and pointless as it is. It happened many times before, so it will happen this time as well.